In Reply to my Sweetie

Oh, my sweet Dáithi. I can understand where you are coming from, and I can't blame you for worrying about how I will be towards. Of course, I can't say that I won't behave differently when we are together this July. I can't predict the future. All I can say is "don't worry. I love you with all my heart and nothing is going to change that". If I do behave differently than what you are used to, please tell me. There may be a reason for that, like I may feel so happy inside that I don't know what to do and so I stop acting like myself. Just promise me this: be yourself. Even if you don't think being yourself will help. If you stop being yourself, I will think that the person that I love is gone, and that would make me very upset.

It's true that no one in my life accepts you, yet, but you still have a chance to make an impression. And even if it doesn't go well with my family, you shouldn't lose hope. We will find a way to accept you and maybe one day, accept you into the family. <3

Felix is definitely a nice guy. I see him chatting on MSN or Facebook, listening to his friends' rants and problems. He may not reply much, but he tries to understand people. I don't think Felix is the jealous type at all. I know I get more jealous than him. Can you believe I got jealous of other people when my brother starts clinging to them and not me? I do plan on all 3 of us to play some video games. Just make sure to bring 2 GameCube controllers. Why 2? Just in case a 4th person comes along.

I don't think you sounded like an... um, the a-word, at all. Could you give me an example or two when we talk the next time? I'm very appreciative of all the help and advice I am getting. However, it's still up to us to decide on how our relationship will go. Even if you do say the wrong things at the wrong time, I will tell them that you're not comfortable around lots of people, and they will understand. Of course, not everyone in the world is going to like someone. As long as there is someone out there who does, and YOU have that someone. Me. <3 Even if no one accepts you, just remember that I accept you and I love you.

I hope to read something more lighter the next time you post, okay? Just reading your inner thoughts and feelings is so much different than just talking to you. I like this change. :)

~Alice